A little bit of Happyness.

A little bit of happyness.

I still don't know if I'm in love with you.

But you will never need to know. And I don't think you understand just how much you mean to me.

I'm beyond grateful for all the things you have done for me. The encouragements, the time and affection you showered me every time when I fall down, defeated. I never needed to try too hard and you constantly remind me that its the journey, not the results that truly matter.

The times you made me laugh and kisses you plant when I don't expect it. The touch of your unbelievably soft hands when you hold mine. And the quiet embrace you gave, when I broke down TWICE, assured me that everything was going to be alright in the end.

I'm a fighter now, not because you give me wrestling lessons that always end up in giggles. But you managed to strengthen my spirit with your personal stories and internal strength.

Your soft lips and incredible green eyes. Your stoic aloof demeanor is, but a facade that hides a very sweet warm nurturing person.

You are so incredibly beautiful, inside and out. I feel so beautiful when I'm in front of you, because you could care less of my flaws. That is something that I never really had before.

The last two broke my heart into smithereens, but you picked it up and gave me enough joy to make up for it. The pain faded so much that I barely remember now. Instead, I now have the sweetest and funny memories of us to get by.

I apologize for running away the last time, it wasn't because I wanted to leave you. But that I needed to end it so I will not feel the same kind of heartbreak as before. Before I fall in any deeper.

I promise that I will always be there for you, to stand by you in this lifetime no matter what happens. Please, remember that.

I'm really afraid to hope for more, but in the meantime, this is enough for me. Your friendship. I'm really blessed that you entered into my life. The Ned Flanders to your Homer Simpson.

I can't make you love me. But even so, thank you.

As we move on, perhaps inevitably apart from each other, I hope I'll never forget you. 


And I hope, you don't too.