and am back with the continuation of the unfolding drama that is my love life.

Stuck in limbo and wondering what my next step should be. After breakup, moving on seems to be the next logical step, but what happens when that happiness you found is short-lived? Mine will expire around 16 October when he leaves for Liverpool to pursue his studies. You may jeer how come I got over a 5.5 year relationship so fast but it is the culmination of many things left to fester and eat into a once passionate relationship.

My new paramour is someone that I never expected and sheepish to say also, that I had rejected him once before as well. first impressions can be wrong as they say,no? I feel fucked cos just when I think my life is gonna be awesome once more, it is but just another whisper. Inevitably, Im already emotionally attached to him and it kills me to think about his departure.

My post here ends with a question mark as I look doubtingly towards the days to come. Indeed, cherish what you have when you have it.