While i'm waiting for my weekly dosage of Ugly Betty, I thought I'd do a quick entry.

Had the most amazing dream last night, but won't go into details because it sounds a little silly. But I woke with the most blissful sensation I have had in a very long time.

When I was heading to the kitchen just a few minutes ago, i caught sight of my mom. Now bear in mind that this is my MOTHER we are talking about, and most of you who are close to me may know full well that she is some what of an overbearing, fearsome, and XXXtremely loud person. AND that is only when she isn't in a foul mood.

So when I saw her hunching over 2 big pails full of laundry, my heart kinda sank. I dunno... maybe because of the huge contrast in her usual self? Or that she is still slogging away for her kids who have yet to open their eyes to the world and the current reality? Either way, I'm feeling tinges of sadness and guilt at the moment.

I truly wonder what the future holds for me, or rather both of us.