A tryst of betrayal and deceit.
Soft brown that I once trusted with my all have now become foreign and unfamiliar.
Behind the angelic facade lies a malicious stranger.

Dagger in vice-grip and harrowing strike through my heart.

Two years of bittersweet memories,now beginning to fade and disappear,

Tell me why you're looking so confused, when I'm the one who didn't know the truth.
Which of your promises were ever true? I know now, through the words of others.

My heart is breaking, with every single word that i say now

I still think of how you promised me forever,

But its too late and I want you gone from my life from here on.

What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger.

I will be reborn and re-emerge from the coccon of hurt and pain
metamorphising as a better and happier human.

Breath-takingly beautiful in mind, body and heart.

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
Never again will my heart open for you, never again shall it bleed.

I gave up everything I had; on something that just could not last.
And, I refuse to cry. for no longer, shall tears will fall from these eyes.

Good bye and thank you for the memories.

Love, june

The perfect heartbreak song.
Happily Never After by Nicole Sherzinger

"I don't think I want this anymore,"As she drops the ring to the floor.
She says to herself, "You've left before,"

"This time you will stay gone, that's for sure." (yeah)And he shattered something else.
To drag her suitcase down the path,To the driveway.
She had never gone that far....
Normally this would be the time that she would let him talk her out of leaving,

But this time, without crying,as she got into her car, she said,
"No'Happily Never After...
That just ain't for me.
Because finally,I knowI deserve better, after all (ooooh)
I'll never let another teardrop fall."

As she drove away she starts to smile, realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles,
wondering why she stayed in such denial.
She was laughing about the way he shattered something else
(shattered something else)
To drag her suitcase down the path,to the driveway ,she had never gone that far (oh, no)

Normally this would be, the time that she would let him talk her out of leaving,

but this time, without crying,as she got into her car, she said,

No'Happily Never After'...
That just ain't for me(that just ain't for me)
Because finally,I know I deserve betterAfter all(that just ain't for me, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah)
I'll never let another teardrop fall.

"I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done, I'm free, I'm free, so free.
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah.
She inhales a breath she'd never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more.'Cause she says " No'Happily Never After' (after)
That just ain't for me"
"I know I deserve, better after all I know I'll never let another teardrop fall"

Dead-shagged.
A term i coined but a sentiment that I'm sure is shared by many.That is how one would feel after accompanying her sister to Singapore Poly's open house for 6 solid hours, traipsing through the freaking huge campus and fighting the bloody kiasu crowd.

She owes me BIG time for this. *looks on as shoulder joint falls off*

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...and yes, i know its already 2008 but what the hell.

23rd Dec was a date to remember; since it was my primary school reunion cum early christmas celebration. I still can't believe that its has been almost a decade since we last saw each other; and it was exhilarating to see how everyone has progressed since.....




And embarassing, when they tell you that you yourself hasn't,though. Look its not like I can do aaannnything about my height at this age ok! -_-

Behold the aftermath of it all; courtesy of Mr Eekawat who had ever so kindly offered his Cairnhill Condo to be trashed. We love ya dude :)
Pics to be viewed with a pinch of sanity and a dose of humor. :P

Gorgeous building.

Another view

Drinking has not started yet, but here I am acting all kooky and stuff.
That's Pei Ni on my left, my former class monitress.

Ow Zhi Xiang, who spurted to an abnormal height of 1.92cm since our schooling days.
Had asked him if he was on any special diet but he refuses to divulge the secret to me. And please ignore yet another burger eating shot of me.

stoopid photog.

Helping himself to yet another beer...

From left: Zhi Xiang, Jing Guan, Timothy, Chau Hong.

What happens when u are on a drinking high

When alcohol takes over...

And people get into a high mood...

You get an orgy of fellows trying to squeeze in a tiny couch. Goodness! LOL

Poor couch la.

Kena a penalty during indian poker as Eeka prepares to top up my glass YET again.

Gentleman next to me is Zi Yang, who we more crudely dub back in the days as Paper Goat :P

Kelly, whom I nearly could not recognise as he had changed so much since primary school.
He used to be a lil plump, kinda reserved and very much soft spoken; and so my jaw dropped when I saw him.
Life of the party, man!

Our kind host and Kelly.

OK, the sick perv of a photog took this pic for what I dunno.

Uncoordinated group shot

Picure perfect


Half way through the night and after knocking some 10-odd glasses of vodka; tight-fitting corsets and jeans are not your best friend. So Eeka lent me some clothes and coerced me into a shot. LOL

hehe...

Playing imaginary archery with Mr Eeka??!!

When all the hype and excitement ebbs, sitting around and having heart to heart talks weren't so bad either...



Too shagged to carry on.
Where are your balls, people!

I sneaked in this shot :P

Jim so ungracefully passes out in the car. Hahahhah!

And that was how i ended the last few days of yester year. :)

Not too bad, not bad at all...

On a very last minute note, (due to forseen fucked up circumstances), I found myself rushing to meet Anthony (back from Australia for the holidays), Clement and JinXiong, all whom I've not seen for donkey ages .

While walking about Suntec, we realised that most of the area has changed! There was this extension cluster of shops like the Edge (formerly at Bugis) and Annex at the Heeren. Tons of cool stuff to check out, like the anime/cosplay shops, and the first ever affordable bikini shop I've ever stepped in.

Clement and his dancing cactus!

The Odd pair :)

Clement trying hard not to notice the total retard next to him.

Madness in motion~

"Huston, we have lift off. The hugest ASS ever."

Thats all,folks!

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Finally caught the long awaited AVP 2(to ye nerds, its Alien versus Predator).

It was a tremendous let-down from what I had expected from its prequel. In the the 1st movie, not only did it shed some light on the co-relation between the 2 species but also the intense close-ups of the action (the jumping of the alien baby spawns were coolness!) and awesome CG effects did great for all its AVP hardcore fans and general audience.

HOWEVER, in the sequel...it was anything but. Filming was no where as spectacular, what with the overly dark footages which no human eye could possibly catch anything except silhouettes.
It was mindless killing on top of more mindless killing, and boy was Predator one hard worker.

What haven't we already seen that was not featured in the previous films?
And don't even get me started on the ending, which was pure, unadulterated crap. The Strause Brothers who directed should really go shoot the writers or something, then shoot themselves for accepting to direct it.

I reckon it went something like this...

Strause Bros: The movie must finish it on a spectacular note ok. We want it to end with a BANG !
Dimwit writer: doh! No problem, you want bang then we'll give you BANG!

....And hence, the bloody movie was literally with a single nuke bomb. -_-

I also have one very burning question...

WHY IN THE HELL WOULD PREDATOR SPECIES SEND ONLY 1 OF ITS KIND IF THEY KNEW THEY WERE UP AGAINST A FORMIDABLE HYBRID??!

Go figure. (-_-")

Goodness, I am an insufferable lazy asshole. Been meaning to blog load the pics from my MTV shoot for ages but I never did get around ACTUALLY doing it.
Hurrah for new level of enlightenment in the art that is procrastination.

Anybody interested in checking out some of the action; its on Janice's blog. :)

Ok that aside, my new phone is the LOVE.
it was on promotion at Singtel, and Thank Heavens my contract had expired just in time for a new upgrade. Its about 68 bucks, but i traded in my old model and paid only 33 for it. A steal!
I've always lusted for a cybershot phone since god knows i've been instilled with the camwhore genes since popping out from my momma's womb.

check out my baby:

(PS: Mine's the one in the frosted silver!)

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Of course, without much further ado...I start going all trigger-happy!
First up was my grand-aunt Ann's birthday, which was held in some pish posh Oriental restaurant at the Novotel,Clark Quay.

Moi, my Ku-Po Ann/birthday girl and my Dad.

Gorgeously large cake with the chinese character for Longevity written across

Mind you, frail as she looks... my grand-aunt is a whooping 82 years old!

Hahah, and let the photo-snapping marathon begin!
This is cousin Judith, whom i reckon looks the most alike to me when i was younger.
Can you see the similarity?

Cousin Gloria

Oldest cousin on my dad's side, Tiffany :)

And her brother, Jonathan. (good lord I look like him so much its freaky!)

It was a pretty nice brief lunch affair, but which I enjoyed quite a bit as we do not get to meet up with one another these days. And yes, the food was yummy too; tho I was sorely disappointed for not being able to grab the prawn dumplings faster than i should have.

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After, Mom and I trooped down to Central, which was a stone throw's away to do some shopping for a company event of hers. Unfortch, nothing was suitable so we decided to hop over to Parkway Parade instead.
Below is how I successfully cajoled her into my cam whore tendencies. WAAHHHAAA!

Shades buddies!

Went to grab a bite at the market/hawker centre near by, when I spotted him:

This old uncle was performing an amusing but earnest performance of juggling 2 balls whilst blowing the harmonica. For 67 years of age, him being so limber and friendly definitely deserves a worthy mention.
Oh yes, he also told me that he does not perform on Mondays as the market isn't open. LOL!

"bloody vainpot la!" yelled mom.

Yups...this one garnered quite a number of stares.

This is probably my most fave pic of Momma and I. ;)

Biting into a big juicy red bauble!